Join: Nov 19, 2006

Name: theestherminator

Gender: Female

Location: US

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Before college, I was very skinny. Too skinny. But upon entering college, i lost all control of my eating habits, and now I eat up to 5000 calories a day. In the last two quarters of my freshman year, I have gained 40 pounds. Although I am not overweight or anything right now, I am experiencing many consequences because of significant weight gain: Low self-esteem, depression, always tired and sweaty, no energy, acne all over skin.My goal is to change my life completely. Instead of trying to diet, I want to focus on being healthy, to treat my body right and not binge on 5000 calories a day. I know it will be hard for me because I have gone on the biggest yoyo-diets of my life, but i hope this can motivate to be healthy in college, and also help other college students to be healthy and show them that it is possible to have high self-esteem again!

Videos (6)

Binge Eating Disorder-- Thank You For your Support!

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  • Rating Average: 5.00 from 18 people
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  • Author: theestherminator

Tags: Binge  Blog  Disorder  Eating  Personals  Video 

To everyone who has the same problem as me and has messaged me and for those who don't but have left me nice comments and supported me! Thank you!

BInge Eating Disorder-- Having a Really Hard Time Improving

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  • Author: theestherminator

Tags: Advice  Binge  Blog  College  Diet  Disorder  Eating  Fitness  Personals  Video 

I am going downhill. i wanted to make YouTube videos to make sure that i kept myself on track, but I've been so ashamed. I decided to stop avoiding you guys. Haha

Binge Eating Disorder--My struggles

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  • Author: theestherminator

Tags: Advice  Binge  Blog  Disorder  Eating  Food  Personals  Video 

I used to be super skinny and restricted myself from everything I loved to eat for two years. Now food is a huge problem for me, and I can binge up to 5000 calories in one sitting. I am sharing very personal things but I want people to know what it's like and how it's ruining my life.

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That 70's Show - The Battle of Evermore (Part 1)

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Tags: 70's  AISB  daniel  davidai  fez  hyde  kelso  Show  That  topher 

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Have a Sugar Addiction? About Obesity, Nutrition, Diabetes

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  • Author: psychetruth

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Be My Friend - http://www.myspace.com/psychtruthHave a Sugar Addiction? About Nutrition, Wellness, DiabetesBecause of the American fast food diet, of soda, sugar is consumed in toxic amounts and acts like a drug in the body. This causes hunger, cravings and massive blood sugar fluctuations. This...

Truth About Chocolate - Health Food, Junk or Drug? Nutrition

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Be My Friend - http://www.myspace.com/psychtruthTruth About Chocolate - Health Food, Junk or Drug? Nutrition by Natalie You constantly see news articles promoting health benefits of chocolate such as antioxidant content. This video discusses both the health benefits and risks. Is Chocolate a...