Added: Mar 24, 2008
From: theestherminator
Duration: 5:54
My introduction to why I am trying to be healthy in college. I am going to be starting a video blog so i hope people look at it and comment and support me, and the people in the same boat as me, i hope I can support you guys!! i look crappy because I didn't even bother fixing myself up cus I look crappy so might as well show you guys the FULL Transformation!!! After gaining 40 pounds in the first two quarters of college, I have experienced low self-esteem, health problems, low energy, excess body fat, I am always tired and depressed. I just want to be healthy again so I want to share with you guys my journey to be healthy in college. I also want to get my self-esteem back!!
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Tags: blog college diet fitness health personals video
Rating: 4.41 (82 ratings) Views: 45856' favoriteCount='126 Comments: 100
Xyster3k Says:
Jun 16, 2008 - you look great now!
SoBigSoFat Says:
Jun 16, 2008 - you don't need to lose anything ... whatever
bethwiser Says:
Jun 16, 2008 - Oh my goodness, I appreciate your honesty so much!! I also binge eat, and when I was a freshman in college I was at my worst. Things got significantly better when I returned home for the summer and I took up running and lived with the supervision of my parents (like you said, easier to control the binges at home)...you are awesome girl, I know you can kick this! You have recognized the problem early and are seeking treatment, that is amazing.....
bethwiser Says:
Jun 16, 2008 - My university had an eating disorder counselor that I went to, and that helped a lot. Maybe yours has one as well? Awesome job with the working out, I know how it is having so little energy and motivation, keep it up!! Before you know it you will begin to really enjoy it and that will really help with eating less too. You are amazing, I am blown away by your honesty and guts, and the world needs more people like you! :):)
pretzelxface Says:
Jun 17, 2008 - I think you look real pretty after tbh, You're lucky you seem to look good at any weight.
lifeofamarvel Says:
Jun 17, 2008 - You must be a pokemon fan. i saw 2 pokemon posters. Any way, its really good how you mentioned all of the details in your video. Remebre everyone, if you ever want to loose weight, dont stop eating just eat healthy!
oomboo2 Says:
Jun 18, 2008 - I deal weight for someone who is 5'6" is actually 130. so you are at a healthier weight now, you just got there in a really unhealty way. It would be a good idea to build muscl and lose fat, while staying basically the same weight.
FartherAwayAbyss Says:
Jun 20, 2008 - 1. Yer an awesome chick, this fucking proves that.And, hun, people with asian/oriental ascendants [and asian/orienal people themselves, mostly women] have the tendency of accumulating mass around their face; either their skinny skinny and doesn't show for working out, or they're one of the exceptions. The only exercise you should be doing is to tone yer body, but not to lose weight, that way after you tone, you'll have body left. Wish yew the best. Kudos.
intentionalsound Says:
Jun 21, 2008 - you look GREAT at 1:15!! healthy and shining. slim but not too skinny.
pojorisin Says:
Jun 22, 2008 - Get fatter! Fat asians are sexy.
pojorisin Says:
Jun 22, 2008 - I've masturbated to 3:32 so many times. Belly always bloated. yay.
burrhead8 Says:
Jun 23, 2008 - you like pokemon!!!!??? =D (watch the end and you'll see a poster)
ilovea4eva Says:
Jun 24, 2008 - But u look so cute with ur cheeks! U look younger now do u know that? coz ur cute and chubby. =)
ilovea4eva Says:
Jun 24, 2008 - u can just go to the gym and tone and u'll be fine =D
brianna52094 Says:
Jun 26, 2008 - were u anorexic before u gained the weight? and i dont think u need to worry about anything because you're really pretty!
shine702 Says:
Jun 28, 2008 - Girl look into being a RAW Vegan. It is a lifestyle change. The reason your eating so much is what you eat the lack of nutrients that's why you crave more and more. I"m a big girl but i was 40lbs heavier and lost it in 4 months. On the raw food lifestyle if your to skinny it will bring you to your natural weight, so look into it, it will change your life :0) I hope i helped you out
AMFlover Says:
Jun 30, 2008 - your really pretty. you look really healthy and fabulous at 1:15! have you improved recently with your eating?
MrKillionaire Says:
Jul 2, 2008 - Really embarassing, but you didn't have to show us...You looked hot before, why'd you binge of 5000 calories a day?
angelheaven101 Says:
Jul 2, 2008 - do not let yourself get b2 the point where u stop eating. if u want 2 get back in shape eat more vegetables and meats. Go 2 the gym and take some type of dancing class.i'm not saying it will b easy because it won't but u should try. I know it will b hard while your in collage but everyday u can run around b4 u go 2 class(which helps your brain an makes u smart fyi).
wmdowner Says:
Jul 3, 2008 - Regardless of anything that has happened, You Will always be a truly beautiful Girl...Sorry if I Sound Like a Stalker
cheesychips4320 Says:
Jul 3, 2008 - why dont you be a little bit more sensitive?she didnt put the vid here for that so the least you can do is not say you did that even if you did
meremonkey58 Says:
Jul 5, 2008 - well ur arms don't look so fat at 3:33.
pojorisin Says:
Jul 7, 2008 - Nothing wrong about jacking off to a bloated stomach.
HELLOHELLOKITTYxo Says:
Jul 7, 2008 - I really hope it gets better, but remember that it's not about the body - it's about the mind. Good luck with everything and take care!<3
thewhitemonkey64 Says:
Jun 16, 2008 - if your boyfriend thinks that, he dosen't deserve to be your boyfriend